As we grew older, our circle of friends became so limited and I realized my birthday wishes is getting lesser and lesser each year. Even I was hoping at least there is another human being could at least wish me on that day. But I guess I hope too much and I must stop hoping for something which is uncertain and be grateful for whatever I have right now. At least I have two, three friends that were trying hard to put a smile on my face. Another year older is not something that I am proud of because I am dealing with greater responsibilities. I am not ready for all these. I can’t even take care of myself. I am not ready for whatever is waiting for me in the future. There are so many things in my mind and there are so many things to achieve in this life. I do not know where to begin.
I hope and I pray, He would be able to guide me and be a better person each day. InsyaAllah
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